RIn the morning, after i failed a test on the Univ. i was making some plans for the night hoping to see someone. It won't be tonight, so i must save my speech for when i get a chance to see her again. Anyway, i was thinking that deep inside of everyone of us there is a sort-of history guy watching the past and writing our mistakes so we don't do them twice.
And i wonder... maybe you, reading this, might wonder too... "how would be my life if that desition where different?" i tend to think that lots of times, maybe if you could read my blog down from this text you might see something, not clearly, but anyway, i don't try to make it clear.
"Why did i picked that one? What was i thinking? Was i thinking? huh..." Feels weird to imagine your life different, you can make tons of images of a new life with other people arround.
So now i try to do the same thing but "inverse". I try to imagine the kind of decisions that will come so i can be kind of ready... but still those images of a different life will come to my mind and i won't keep them.
I'll just... Try to finish this life as best as possible. Not soon, just in the best way. I'll Go For It!
I'll be as i have this "image" of myself in the future =)
